Most people don't know how to take me. In many ways I would be considered a loser by social standards. I am a loser, because I have lost so much. Expect my soul and mind . But I have lived a strange life and am just happy to be here. (alive). Sometimes you find yourself locked into a mode or situation you have no clear way out. But the content of person is not measured by their wallet.

To put things bluntly as to what I am looking for in a relationship. I want a woman who makes my dick hard, not my life. And all I want is to make a woman's pussy wet, not her eyes

Update: While my life has not gotten much better, things are ok. Currently back in Vegas.

What the hell is this. Well I am a pretty upfront person.

Right now I looking for a hookup. Why? Because my life is very complicated, but I am single. While normally I wouldn't date until things change, but that probably will not happen for a while.

I can't list all the things that make me a good catch. Because one by societies measurement I am a waste. But I know that is bullshit. But it really doesn't matter what I want

But what do I want? Somebody who is submissive but not a doormat. Somebody who doesn't mind getting messy (I like sweat, and when a woman gets really excited. And doesn't mind bodily fluids.) Someone sweet but dirty. And someone who like to make their partner feel good.

While I truly want a lasting, deep relationship. At the moment I feel it is best to avoid. Reason being I don't think it would work because of everything. I currently live with my ex, because of many reasons. But mostly because I promised to help my friend, and I don't like to break promises.
Regardless, I am ........ frustrated. But, I would love for someone to prove me wrong.

I thought I leave what I wrote before. If this resonates with you, try and talk with me.

Hello, this is the space where I tell you why I am here.

Well for one I am disabled and wear a foot brace as part of my left heal is amputated. I like to think of it as a corset for my calf. Thought this community might be more accepting of that.

I am somewhat new to exploring more of fetishes and am open to exploring more of my sexuality.

I am a bit shy up to a point. Like having having a good conversion, and good company. I am a giant need. And love lots of different types of music. Some of the bands I like: Ministry, Massive Attack, Dj Shadow, Bjork, Black Sabbath, Tool, Daft Punk, Dj Sasha.

I don't want to be dominated, but like when a woman seduces me. While I might be new, I am taking a dominant role. While I have a shy demeanor, people would be mistaken to think that is always the case. I also liked to be surprised. And the trill of being caught. I also don't mind water sports. Not into *.

I am passive aggressive. A hopeless romantic. And do believe in the type of love that is electric just being around the right person. I really don't fit most people's concept of a dominant. I don't care. If you want to talk to me, message me.

I thought I toot my own horn a bit here. I might be disabled with part of spine gone but I am also handy. I can aicdwash your pool, change out your starter, put in a dishwasher, gas stovetop, garbage disposal, change the brakes & bearings & rotors, change a toilet, change a tire, jump start a car. Why did I write that? Because if something is broken, I do my best to fix it. That extends to other things in my life as well.

Desires and Fantasies**
I am open to mostly anything. But it also depends on the person I am with.

Not interested in 3 somes or at the moment. Dealing with one personality is enough
*** and degrading stuff is not something I like at all. If that is your thing that is ok (still don't like purposely dreading someone).