Married. Pagan. Pan. Looking to make some friends and learn. Pretty brand new to the Lifestyle and would like to help my husband understand my interests a bit better. My husband is straight, 6ft, he can be dominant but leans a lot more towards sub in life and bedroom. I can take charge, especially in life, but I would to have someone to trust enough that I could just that power over to once in a while. Unfortunately, it's very hard for me trust people and I don't give in easily. I am stubborn and ask questions when I don't understand, and thanks to my past, I have hard time talking about some things. For now, we are just looking for people to talk to, get some personal experience from, instead of the general books or google. I'm tired of feeling mentally restricted and want to explore as much as I can before I die.
anything to do with urine or ***, needles, permanent scarring